Wednesday, January 26, 2011

what to do ???

                 I don't want to be that person who just goes through life in a fog , never finding her place ! I truly have lost myself , I don't know where to begin ? I need to find a place to start..... I don't like to have to ask  for anything. and I don't like to have to wait for someone to offer something either.  What should i do , where should i begin ?? Most people say to look inside yourself and  begin there , but for me that is too big of an obstacle to tackle ! I am a major mess ! literally i don't have the money or space to have a place for everything , and everything in its place but i refuse to get rid of things just cause they don't have a place , but then that causes problems with my family cause everything is always a mess . I start so many projects and nothing ever gets finished there is just not enough space to put my projects , books ,tools, whatever sparks my attention  that day , week !!  I know everyone wants to be something great, i want to be a to many thing and don't have the space to contain them !! HELP !!

2 comments:

  1. Hi Vee, I'm so happy that you found Etcetorize and decided to follow! I hope you find lots of inspiration and fun projects to do.

    I have felt like you do right now, many times throughout my life. I read "self-help" books and listen to cd's etc. One of the best ones I read was called "Write it Down, Make it Happen" (Henriette Anne Klauser). Getting it all out of your head and onto paper might help~

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  2. I have felt this way before for sure - but I've come to terms with the fact that I'm just a drifter - a runner - a traveler and a collector. I have never felt like I belong anywhere which makes the world always seem interesting to me.

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