Less then Perfect .....

   So , I was sitting in my mess the other day  listening to music , and I found it funny how sometimes just the right song speaks volumes .... It made me wonder if i could change anything  what would it be and why ???  Who would have made me push for what i wanted . Sometime i feel like this is not the real me , like i lost myself alone the way , so now what ???  I think that is why i drag my feet  cause they are still looking for the right path .... 

I AM SO OVER IT !!

 Have you ever h ad that day when it feels like you are just hanging on to thing that you really don't need just  because they belong to you ? The other  day I was in my mess i call my garage , going through thing that i keep cause i say i need them ......   but i moved out of my old place 2 years ago , and i hadn't used them yet so i said forget it i am over it , I should just get rid of it  and  plan to  make a space where i can be creative and do something i enjoy instead of   complaining about the mess  and wasted space it takes up ! I was thinking YARD SALE  or maybe just give it to a church or something ..... but where to start is still the main  question ? and what to make room  for ....

 now till then ...

what to do ???

                 I don't want to be that person who just goes through life in a fog , never finding her place ! I truly have lost myself , I don't know where to begin ? I need to find a place to start..... I don't like to have to ask  for anything. and I don't like to have to wait for someone to offer something either.  What should i do , where should i begin ?? Most people say to look inside yourself and  begin there , but for me that is too big of an obstacle to tackle ! I am a major mess ! literally i don't have the money or space to have a place for everything , and everything in its place but i refuse to get rid of things just cause they don't have a place , but then that causes problems with my family cause everything is always a mess . I start so many projects and nothing ever gets finished there is just not enough space to put my projects , books ,tools, whatever sparks my attention  that day , week !!  I know everyone wants to be something great, i want to be a to many thing and don't have the space to contain them !! HELP !!