WHERE TO START , AND WHY SHOULD WE DO IT !!

 So just like so many others , there are so many things in life i want to do .... so many things i wish i could change . but the bigger question is where do we begin ? How do we chose what needs to be dont first ? I  sometimes think , should i start with what will be the quickest to achive , or the one that wll have the most  to gain from . How can we make the best choice . I want to help myself  , and in someways i feel like a big kid , cause i dont want to take that step forward.I dont know where to start ... what should we do to take that big jump? if i make my self happy or help out someone else ? what makes for a better deal !!how can i get back the happiness i am so weak to fight for !  flip a coin or just go for it ??

??? Lost ???

Some days i wonder:

 what I am supposes  to do here in this life ?

What have I been in past lives ?

Do we just keep repeating things over and over again ??

I feel like i need to do more , but i am not sure what ?

i enjoy doing so many thing , some more then others,

but how do we make a choice on what we do best ?

 and why do we have to choose at all?

 I want to do so many thing ,

 yet i am only half as good at most 

 or not educated enough in others !

where do we draw the line , or how do we gain the know how to

get things don't when you don't have all the resources to accomplish it ?

how and when should you choose to give up ??

And when should we just bite the bullet and strive  forward !!

WHEN WE FEEL LIKE WE LOST OUR WAY , HOW DO WE FIND THE RIGHT PATH

I may not be the smartest person ,

i was not the most popular , or even the most liked .

I am an only child ,

who always got her way ,

and  always though I knew what life was gonna

have in store for me !

I was thee " SONG BIRD "

always singing and carring on, that was me the only thing I 

ever wanted to do was make people smile ,

but things changed and now I feel like a lost  soul

tryin' to find , what ever it is that I'm missing .

So when we feel like we lost our way ,

how do we find the right path !!